LoNe

I should be studying hard now for my Engineering design test tomorrow. But i just feel really very moody over this which i want to express it in the blog before proceeding to my hardcore study.
Teary eyes as i think over and over again on the bus. Never have i being so upset over friends. I always feel happy being with my gang of the class. However their action they May not aware of make me really upset about. Am i the one that is 小气 or whatever it is called. Whenever u all go study, i will never be called. Whenever finishes test or classes, no one will wait for me. I will be alone walking to bus-stop or i will be the one chasing after u all. Does i have to do these?
Everytime of the gathering,i appreciate the time with them. Yet I am actually such a NO-BODY of the group and perhaps the class. Setting up of class blog( which not many of them even bother to read it) , gathering our group to netball competition, what's these gain to me? and yet i got nothing.I rather they treat me like guy than leaving me out of the group. Enough of all these. I just don't understand what guys think.
I am not going to give a heck to it anymore.Not again! It just making me tiring each day.

Happy matter is i am going to go Sing-ing with my Bestie Serene tomorrow right after our disastrous test.
She just make me really happy and not that stressful. Can't wait for tomorrow to come. =) Love her...
My Girl-friends can just make every of my days lighten up.

P.S : Common tests is making me cranky!